Lost

I am lost.

It was 3 in the afternoon, the sky is dark with a mad torrential rain.

I am in a foreign city and it terrifies me.

I am shivering, drenched by the rain water trying to find you,

With a fading map and a hope that you could lead me back home.

Where are you? I am lost.

I can't find the warmth and shelter of long lost forgotten feelings.

I am still walking under these cloudburst with no direction at all.

I don't know where I am going.

I don't know where I can find you.

My chronometer strikes 6, and I am still lost.

The coldness of the blooming dark night seep like a cold coffee poured over me.

My mind wanders on where I am, how did I got here,

And what am I doing here.

I wonder what did I do that 'caused me to lose you.

All these fleeting memories and fading map couldn't help me,

When it's myself that I have lost.

PS: Please, take good care of yourself. Losing her was one of saddest thing to happen. Finding and getting back to her was one of the hardest thing to do.